Tuesday,
May 29th, 2018
Done at
18.45 Japanese Time
I
believe all people in the world have love, have love someone, have been loved
someone. And I believe the other side too, that people in the world have felt
down over love, have broken heart, and some similar things. They passed through
all of it before some of them find their true love. And how about the other “some
of them”? They might have trauma, afraid for loving someone anymore.
This
is about people who have scars in their stories. This is about who have been
thinking to stop loving, who have been thinking not to falling again. They want
to keep their hearts save, they keep it on hidden place, where no one can not
even touch it. Some of them act naturally, crying in the night, being blue and
gloomy like other people do. But some of them pretend to be okay, pretend to
have a lot of love but they are actually not. They might date someone, or some
people, but they don’t give their heart. It is still kept in somewhere, in the
save place.
I’ll
tell the story about the girl who did it, save her heart in the secret save
place only she knew. Even I, who write this story, didn’t know where she kept
it. She pretended to be okay, she made a lot of friends, opened her mind, tried
to make chances to grab her dreams, and have passed a lot of experienced. She
seemed fine. But she was actually not, and no one knew, except me. Again, because
I am the one who wrote this story for her. Some people came, offering their
heart and promise to save her heart. “Yep, thank you for loving me. But sorry,
I don’t think it is right. Cause I like my life right now and I wanna enjoy it
by myself.” she said. Of course, she laid, with a very mainstream reason.
Until
one sunny and windy day came. The wind was too strong, she was careless at that
time. Then the wind blew her heart from that “very secret save place”, and it
felt to the guy she never knew before. He was a stranger! She didn’t know him
at all. But it already felt, the heart! She was blanked for a second, and when
she realized, she hurriedly takes her heart back and hid it again. “Ah, I am
saved” she said with relief. She smiled embarrassedly, and the boy just kept
calm. And after that, they are apart, no hello, no good bye.
But
who know that destiny has written on their hands. No matter how far they are
apart, even million miles, something keeps them close, and closer every day.
And day flies.
Recently,
she realizes, that her heart has been stolen by him, the stranger. He stole it,
but he didn’t promise to keep it save. With his flat face, he said “I wanna
bring it carefully, as it as I can”. She was crying, she was afraid, she was
full of worries. But she couldn’t help it, cause from the deep of her heart she
also wants him to have her heart. And as the time flies, she promises herself
to be strong, to get ready for being hurted, to get ready fell the pain. Cause
she promises to be ready to fall, million time for him.
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