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Cause She Promises to Fall Million Times


Tuesday, May 29th, 2018
Done at 18.45 Japanese Time
 



I believe all people in the world have love, have love someone, have been loved someone. And I believe the other side too, that people in the world have felt down over love, have broken heart, and some similar things. They passed through all of it before some of them find their true love. And how about the other “some of them”? They might have trauma, afraid for loving someone anymore.

This is about people who have scars in their stories. This is about who have been thinking to stop loving, who have been thinking not to falling again. They want to keep their hearts save, they keep it on hidden place, where no one can not even touch it. Some of them act naturally, crying in the night, being blue and gloomy like other people do. But some of them pretend to be okay, pretend to have a lot of love but they are actually not. They might date someone, or some people, but they don’t give their heart. It is still kept in somewhere, in the save place.

I’ll tell the story about the girl who did it, save her heart in the secret save place only she knew. Even I, who write this story, didn’t know where she kept it. She pretended to be okay, she made a lot of friends, opened her mind, tried to make chances to grab her dreams, and have passed a lot of experienced. She seemed fine. But she was actually not, and no one knew, except me. Again, because I am the one who wrote this story for her. Some people came, offering their heart and promise to save her heart. “Yep, thank you for loving me. But sorry, I don’t think it is right. Cause I like my life right now and I wanna enjoy it by myself.” she said. Of course, she laid, with a very mainstream reason.

Until one sunny and windy day came. The wind was too strong, she was careless at that time. Then the wind blew her heart from that “very secret save place”, and it felt to the guy she never knew before. He was a stranger! She didn’t know him at all. But it already felt, the heart! She was blanked for a second, and when she realized, she hurriedly takes her heart back and hid it again. “Ah, I am saved” she said with relief. She smiled embarrassedly, and the boy just kept calm. And after that, they are apart, no hello, no good bye.

But who know that destiny has written on their hands. No matter how far they are apart, even million miles, something keeps them close, and closer every day. And day flies.

Recently, she realizes, that her heart has been stolen by him, the stranger. He stole it, but he didn’t promise to keep it save. With his flat face, he said “I wanna bring it carefully, as it as I can”. She was crying, she was afraid, she was full of worries. But she couldn’t help it, cause from the deep of her heart she also wants him to have her heart. And as the time flies, she promises herself to be strong, to get ready for being hurted, to get ready fell the pain. Cause she promises to be ready to fall, million time for him.


Picture by https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNpcFiWa_4k

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Someone to Wait for


Tuesday, February 20­­th, 2018
10:44 Japanese Local Time

Someone to Wait For

            I am glad that I’ve ever met you. From the first time my heart fell in to you until the last day I met you. I waved my hand, said “goodbye” to you and that means I was leaving you since every step I took at that time. Saying goodbye is not enough for leaving you since my heart wants you even more when my step gets further. I decided to run faster so I can hit the bouncing wall and come back to you as soon as possible. And right now, I am on my running time. Of course, I am getting tired sometimes, then I decide to take a rest under the cool trees. 

            Under those trees, I am thinking about how you feel, are you have the same thing that I feel? Do you want me to come back to meet you? Or you just want me to go as far as I can? I don’t know the answer, yet. But even if I don’t know the answer yet, can I wait for you? 

            Now as we are apart by the distance, we can’t see each other, but I am glad because we still can talk each other. Not as often as when we are on the same place, but I am glad. Glad because I have someone that I wait for replying my text every day, because I have someone that I wait to ask me how was my day, what I am doing, how I did I spend my day, and because I have you, as “Someone to Wait For”.
            

Waiting fo Someone via rikashi-winky.deviantart.com

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